I've read on this site over the years about people who think that you should just be able to calm yourself down and relax and not get mad. I on the other hand cannot. I have an extremely violent and nasty temper, I go through great pains not to loose it.
I've been on medicine ( i lack the man gene of awesome so i'm medicated) and i've taken Anger Management classes more times than I care to remember. BUT what I have learned it the signs that I need to step away from everyone.
Everyone says when life hands you lemons, make lemonade. Well i'm not much on lemonade, I prefer to squeeze the lemons into eyes of who gave them to me
Life lately has giving me a whole lot of lemons, and between squirting people in the eyes and lemonade, i'm pretty fed up.
However i've made some pretty big life decisions lately. the first being is I wanna be a writer. So.. i've been kicking around ideas and finally came up with a working outline of the book. Now